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Sunday, January 27, 2013

24/7 Family Fitness

Have you ever heard of 24/7 Family Fitness and Tanning? Well if you have and were thinking about becoming a member I strongly suggest you DON'T!! I was told that I could end my membership anytime no problem and my contract that I signed states that too! But now the people who do the accounting for 24/7 Family Fitness and Tanning (theyre called ABC Financial or something like that) tell me I need to move at least 35 miles away in order to cancel my membership. Then I need to provide a copy of any utilities bill, house rent agreement, proof of bought house, or one way ticket. Well I moved from Savannah to Switzerland (yes for all of you with any doubts out there that IS more than 35 miles) and now I live with my parents. There we have the first problem: the utilities and such are not in my name, they are in the name of my parents, also i did not buy a house or start to rent one, that is the second problem. Therefore I can not use any of those as proof for my move. Also I do not have a one way ticket from america to switzerland because I am indeed a swiss resident so all my flights have always been switzerland to america and back, therefore moving to switzerland does not result in me having a one way ticket. Now they are telling me that if I want to cancel my membership I have to pay over 700$ to do so because I cannot provide evidence of a move...! I have called and emailed them several times trying to explain my situation but everyone who works there seems to be really stupid and does not understand that I would be happy to provide a copy of a cellphone bill but cannot do any of the rest... So what I am trying to say is that if you are looking for a good, cheap, reliable fitness and or tanning studio then this might be where you want to join, as long as you don't plan on leaving before your contract is up....

Monday, January 21, 2013

Worst Experience Ever

Haven't written on here in forever but there is one thing that makes me angrier than anything else in the world and I feel like I am about to explode because of it. My last half year of High School I left my school in Paris, France, to go to a High School in the swiss mountains, it was a boarding school. My brother had already been at this school and had loved it so much that I thought that I would love it too because it sounded really awesome. I get there and at first it's all very great I get along with a lot of people but per usual a few weeks pass and people start spreading rumours. I, as I have always done, chose to ignore these and not worry about it. It was about march when I got called into the principals office in the middle of class (when you get called in the middle of class you know that you did something bad) but I thought about it and thought about it and could not think of anything that I did wrong that would get me in such trouble. Hesitantly I get up and go to his office, no one likes him because he is an asshole that reacts on rumours rather than proof. Anyways I get to the office and he asks me to sit. He starts telling me how disappointed he is in me and how he never thought I was a bad person but recent events have shown him that he was wrong. First he starts telling me that I have lied to him a million times about things like not having had a burger yet and therefore getting to be before him in line and stuff like that. I just stared at him blankly, I had no idea what he was talking about. Then he tells me that Sven (the main person in charge of me at that school) had told him that I had to leave school a few times because my cat had cancer. That was actually true but for some reason they all believed that cats couldn't have cancer but believe it or not I had to take her to the vet several times a week so they could take care of her, she ended up dying and that's why they thought it was all a lie. Then rumours went around that my dad got second place in the olympics and once again he told me he doesn't like me spreading lies and I just told him that if he doesn't believe me he can just google it or ask my dad himself because as a matter of fact he was in the olympics. Then he starts yelling at me that those things aren't even why I was called in to the office. So I asked him what the real reason was and he told me that he was just trying to tell me that this is a very important matter and he does not want me to lie to him again, so I said okay. He starts telling me that my roommate (a 14 year old girl) was found with a bottle of vodka in her room and that she said the alcohol was from me... what?? why would I buy an annoying 14 year old alcohol? that would only make her more annoying... so I was like I don't know what you are talking about because that was not me. He starts to get loud again so I just tell him to continue with his accusations. He proceeds to say that another 14 year old girl was hospitalised because she almost died from alcohol poisoning and that everyone at the school including that girl said it was my fault. Again... what?!? I had never even brought up alcohol to that school, I don't even drink myself so why would I support kids drinking? I straight up told him that it was not me and once again he starts to yell. Once he's calmed down he says: "Look C****, here's the deal: either you admit that it was you who brought up the alcohol for these two girls and then we will expel you from the school but won't go to the police and we will give you your high school diploma, or you lie about it and tell us that it was not you and we will go to the police and we will not be giving you a diploma, you will however also be expelled." I again stared at him blankly, I could not believe this, he was practically forcing me to say that it was I who bought up the alcohol, what a fucking douchebag. So with no other choice I told him that it was me who did it, he thanked me for my honesty and told me to go pack my bags and leave. So I did and I left and was so glad I didn't have to go back up. But of course as people go more and more rumours spread about that event and me and it just made me sick and depressed. It was a very unfair thing to happen for someone that had never done anything majorly wrong at that school.
Anyway point of my story is that people at that school are fucked up. They will believe anything you tell them, not only the students but also the teachers. They spread rumours and they ruin lives. To this day I look bad to a lot of people because they consequently believe that it was me who bought little kids alcohol. I have always known who did it in reality but I am not one to rat others out. But the fact that this other person was too scared to tell anyone that it was them makes them weak. They will never get anywhere in life, and as a matter of fact they got expelled from college, wow karma really is a bitch aint it? Anyways, to all the people that I ever knew at that school (besides a select few) you never meant anything to me, you are a bunch of stuck up bastards who think it's okay to tell a few lies to save your own asses but don't realise that you could be ruining someone elses life while doing so. I have so much anger built up in me right now because of you guys but I know that karma will get each and everyone of you. What you did to me still follows me today and still makes me look bad even though years have gone by, people think of me lowly and have no respect, when they see me they laugh and start spreading other rumours. Fuck you guys.

Friday, February 17, 2012

The Unknown

I don't really know if anyone even reads my blog. But really I don't care. Just having a place to write where people don't judge you or don't know you is wonderful. Writing somewhere where I known it can be seen but won't necessarily go noticed makes me feel alright with setting my writings into the open. I don't really have anything to write about at the moment although there are a few things that piss me off. Like how I am in college and most people act like they're still in high school. Or how I am hungry right now but I won't go eat because I am in my underwear in bed and too lazy to but on clothes to go eat. Or how savannah is the lamest place for nightlife. Or how guys are such assholes. Or how it is impossible to find a guy in college that you like. Actually a thing that really pisses me off is that there are a lot of guys out there that wonder why, if they're nice guys they're still single. But the answer to that is simple. It doesn't just take a nice guy to get a girl to like you. It takes character as well. You might be the nicest guy out there, but you might also be the most boring guy. Why would a girl want you then, you know? Well I hope you guys have a good night cos I'm about to pass out. Night.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

let love find you

everybody is out there looking for the perfect one. when the truth is that no one is perfect. some people are born with little birth defects. some that you can't even see until you take a second glance other that you will see the first time round. some are high school drop outs while others are rich millionaires not spending their money wisely. some people are shallow and don't care about others, other people care too much about others and don't care about themselves. there is seven billion people out there, every single one of them has a flaw, nobody is perfect, stop looking for love and let love find you

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Sadness

You know how most people start crying when they are sad? Well the day my best friend died just a little over 2 years ago I promised myself to never cry again. People ask me all the time how I can get rid of sadness if I never cry. They also ask me how I can be such a happy person. Well for me it's really simple, what I have noticed is that when I am in a downer mood I feel like writing about it. I know nothing about writing or poetry but I do it anyway. I do it because it frees my mind, it makes me feel good, and it makes me happy. Just knowing that there is something out there to which I can cling myself onto is a relief at all times. Having a blackberry is a lifesaver. When I am on the go and feeling down I just go to notes and write a poem about why I am sad. Most of the times I'll be sad for similar reasons. But then again I am just another teenager with the same old teenager problems. I don't care if my poetry isn't read or not liked but I do like to put it on the internet, that way if my computer ever crashes I will always have it to look back onto. If you are ever feeling down, try writing a poem or two. I promise you it can change the way you look at the world. :)

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Unforgiveable

How can I forgive myself for what I’ve done?
It has been over a year now and this feeling of guilt still hasn’t gone.
I wish I could tell him how sorry I am.
But he has blocked me out of his life in every way that he can.
I made a stupid mistake and took him for granted.
And only after it was over did I realize how much in love I was.
I was young and stupid and for the first time in my life I felt wanted.
I went all out and thought he would never find out.
But I was oh so horribly wrong.
Although I must say he was rather smart at how he went about it.
He stuck with me long enough for the VIP Opening of the Auto-show in Paris.
When he then broke up with me I was in terrible shock.
I didn’t realize what happened until three weeks later when I burst out in tears in the middle of class.
People tell me to move on and to look at the bright side of things.
But the only bright side I can see is that I will never cheat on anyone again.
This memory of making out with someone else while I was with him, still haunts me every day.
I think back to it and almost always want to burst out in tears.
I don’t know how I will ever forgive myself for what I’ve done.
But then again how do you forgive yourself for something that cannot be undone?